this is actually one of the few sacred nights when i did not die of homework/test overdosages. not that i mug a lot but, ahhhahaha.

i like my dog tag now!

"MY NAME IS ELAINE LIM"

Elaine Lim: Miss Lim, look at my nametag!
Elaine Lim: ehhhh very nice.
Elaine Lim: i make one for you lah, and we'll wear identical tags and walk around the school like we're best friends.
Elaine Lim: -laughs.

(:

here's a random discovery i made tonight -> blow cold air onto your belly when you're having constipation. take that, Xinru!

i almost died studying last night! there was chemistry, and GEOGRAPHY. haven't mugged so hard within a night since whoknowswhen. but i shall ace in all my tests and glorify God, yes Xinru? :)

Rachel Chan might be very irritating, but my dear HLP made my day yesterday (: i like the way we ramble about everything together. and i married her so that i dont need maids to do the housework, HUANG LIAN PO I LOVE YOU SO!! <3

guest speaker, new friends this weekend
i miss church and e406 so much..
saturday, saturday, it's only 4 days away :D

a thousand times i've failed
still Your mercy remains
and should i stumble again
i'm caught in Your grace

everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

Your will above all else
my purpose remains
the art of losing myself
in bringing You praise

everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

in my heart and my soul
Lord i give You control
consume me from the inside out
Lord, let justice and praise
become my embrace
to love you from the inside out

everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
and the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
from the inside out Lord my soul cries out

i am a spiritual Bruce Lee
the stinking enemy is the stinking devil
while my bible is my spritual nunchucks
:D

Do not be afraid nor dismayed because of this great multitude, for the battle is not yours, but God's.

cellgroup yesterday was so fun! yes Xinru, Yiling, Charlyne? (:

the next highlight of the weekend > SERVICE!

when i look into the sky above
wonder how my life has changed
wonder how Your love it came to me
when i look into the sky above
all my fears so far away
all i feel is heaven calling me

:)

i stand before You, Lord
and give You all my praise
Your love is all i need
Jesus, You're all I need

my life belongs to You
You gave Your life for me
Your grace is all i need
Jesus, You're all I need

hold me in Your arms, never let me go
i wanna spend eternity with You

and now that You're near
everything is different
everything's so different, Lord
and i know i'm not the same
my life You've changed
and i wanna be with You
i wanna be with You

I'M HAPPY I'M HAPPY
I CAN'T CONTAIN IT

i cannot wait for cellgroup and service this weekend! it's going to be so, SO HAPPENING.

btw, Miss Lee Yiling and i have finally plucked up the courage, and asked Miss Sia to let us play doraemon no uta for balloon hat festival.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

>:D

this is only the beginning

i have so much to say but i really do not know how am i going to put it properly in words. Easter Encounter 2006 has finally ended. i am tired, and happy beyond words.

Celeste, Weiying, Xinru, Yizhen, Shiai, Florence, Yushi, Valerie, Charlyne, Yiling. thank you so much for making the effort to come all the way to expo, and making my easter such a fabulous one. i hope the service and drama was enjoyable. remember that Jesus loves you a lot, so do i :D

and i really have to mention how proud i am of Charlyne, who gave her life to Jesus today. and Yiling who rededicated hers to God. the relationship with God is so amazing and priceless, you wouldn't want to exchange it for anything in the world. continue growing with the Lord yea? i'll be there, because i love you guys so much (:

service was A-W-E-S-O-M-E. i went for 3 out of 4 of them, and i still can't get enough of it. the drama was hilarious, and of course heartwrenching. i cried like mad throughout all 3 services :) the last service was the most enjoyable, although i was so tired i almost died. all these, all the phone calls, all the transport fares, i even gave up the most happening event in school, but it was all worth it, all worth it.

Lord, You did not had to die on the cross. You did not had to bleed. You did not had to suffer the nails, the whips and all the humilation. why did You had to go through such an unbearable torment, when all Your people did was to hurt You more? but there was this joy that You had forseen on the road to Calvary. and it's the joy of saving the whole world from their sins. our sins. my sins. it did not make any sense why You had to die in our place, we are not worthy of You. but love does not have any logic, the love that has made You paid the price, the love that has made You bear all our sins and shame.

Jesus Christ, my Lord and Saviour, You mean everything to me. You are nothing the world can ever take away, nothing the world can ever replace. i love You, i love You, i love You with all my heart. so take all that i have, because what i get in return, is the priceless gift of eternal life.

when your hands are dirty, you can wash them with soap. when your clothes are soiled, you can wash them with detergent. but when your heart is filthy with sins, the only cleansing agent is the precious blood of Jesus Christ. so give your heart to Him today, you have nothing to lose, but all to gain.

i suddenly miss church so much and everybody there, i can't wait for next weekend already :)

i know he rescued my soul
His blood has covered my sin
i believe, i believe

my shame He's taken away
my pain is healed in his name
i believe, i believe

i'll raise a banner
'cause my Lord has conquered the grave

my Redeemer lives
my Redeemer lives
my Redeemer lives
MY REEDEMER LIVES

thank you for the cross Lord
thank you for the price You paid
bearing all my sin and shame
in love You came
and gave amazing grace

thank you for this love Lord
thank you for the nail pierced hands
washed me in Your cleansing flow
now all i know
your forgiveness and embrace

worthy is the Lamb
seated on the throne
crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious

high and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
the Darling of Heaven crucified
worthy is the Lamb
worthy is the Lamb

HEAR ME SAY, REVIVAL IS HERE! BIG TIME :)

(ps. this is hot beyond words: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bcqaBhEWsEI)

Lee Ying Chen is uncool!

me: i'm so sad i just downloaded the doraemon song but the middle part is screwed. how? you got the song can send me?
Yingchen: of course not, do i look like someone who listens to doraemon?
me: haha no, you don't look cool enough to listen to doraemon.

oh here's a little of my conversation with Flop last night.

me: where's laopehpeh, i kinda miss him.
Flo: he died already. of old age, i heard he's 99 years old.
me: how about limpeh? also die alr?
Flo: limpeh is in jail for being a loanshark.

Flo: eh i heard that laopehpeh has a son. very handsome one.
me: what's his name? xiaopehpeh?
Flo: no lah, he twenty plus only. how can be a pehpeh?
me: then what, young boyboy?
Flo: haha maybe.

Flo: got tingxie tmrw!
me: i never bring home my textbook!
Flo: me too! how?
me: aiyah, i die alr lah.
Flo: ok very good, go visit laopehpeh.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

anyway, i really love Florenece Toh Mei. she finally gave me my birthday present, after 3 weeks, but nothing's ever too late! thanks dear, for the doraemon slippers. Shiai gave me a doraemon hanky too, how sweet. i'm carrying it everywhere i go now! and thank you Cheryl, Chewps and Gen for the doraemon stickers, I LOVEEEEE THEM (:

i swear Death Note is the hottest manga made :) that is of course after Conan.

spent the whole entire afternoon cleaning my room today, after the new toilet saga. it was pretty eventful, i must say with such cool discoveries i had found. i have 4 english dictionaries, i do not even know why the hell do i have so many disctionaries. arranged things a little, the house computer is finally in my room! but i reformatted it, and the whole of D drive disappeared, where everything is stored in it. when i said everything, i meant EVERYTHING. all the photos i have taken for over the past year, my music, my advent children and my favourite conan cases, my photoshop (which means i have to borrow Lee Ling Jing's pirated disc again).. all gone like this. >:( ah wells. and i too realise that i have many things that belonged to others which i had yet to return for ages. i have Cheryl Liu's The One Concert VCD, Gen's Barbie Doll Movie (haha) and BoA Concert VCD, Xiaowei's Zhen Ming Tian Nuu discs, Lim Zhen's Liang Jin Ru CD, Cheryl Joy Goh's Tsubasa manga, Rachel Chan's cartoon discs, my drum teacher's sticks, and the list goes on. dug out many posters too, and i started sticking everything on to everywhere. now i have two calenders on my walls, hahaha don't ask why. i stuck Jay Chou poster in the toilet too! guess it makes shitting more efficient :D bought yellow curtains from clementi central, a whole bag of cheap cute China stationeries from the hospital, and kuehs from begawan solo. this post is getting dumber as i go on. i seriously have no life :/

i shall go write some letters, continue reading Death Note, and then do my math homework. makes sense.

ok now my mom asks me to remove the poster from the toilet, she says that it disrupts her when she cleans the toilet ):

"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest."

"Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls."

"For My yoke is easy and My burden is light."

Matthew 11:28-30

EASTER IS COMING. i can't wait, i can't wait, i can't wait :)

hold the name of the Lord close to our lips
with the word of God on our fingertips
we could go throughout the nations
and His true love we'll proclaim
rivers of joy within we can't contain

spread the good news of the gospel to the world
show them a better future lays within His hands
as we step into His presence
as we reach out for his heart
our walk of faith has just begun to start

every tribe, every tongue
every nation, every one
call upon the name of Jesus and be saved
far off places, different faces
tongues we may not understand
call upon the name of Jesus and be saved

we're calling out, Jesus
we're reaching out, shine Your light to the land
we're calling out, Jesus
bring salvation to the world by the blood of the lamb

-

oh and, GET WELL SOON SHIREENA LEONG MOO MOO! i miss you so much :(

presenting to you,

Elaine (Doraemon)
Yushi (Nobita)
Florence (Jyian)
Shiai (Suneo)
Valerie (Shizuka)
Cheryl (Dorami)

THE DORAEMON CLAN! (:

-

i love my classmates a lot, thank you for today. especially Flop, Cheryl and Abby, who are so willing to sweat it out with me. and of course Shiai, Val, Vivien, Vanlee and Chun, for the encouragement and all :)

i'm dead hungry D:
i need DORAhappymeal.

i'm reminded of last year. all the crying, its kinda dumb come to think about it now.

we used to think it was impossible
now you call me by my new last name
memories seem like so long ago
time always kills the pain

OH WELL :)

i like my seat now! it's right smack (almost) in the middle of the class, helps me to concentrate so much more. however i still miss my darling Genevieve Wong so much. and i've decided to watch some drama serials, after isolating myself from that tv for godknowshowlong.

Florence thanks for catching me when i fell during chinese lessons. although i know you will tell the whole world how i made a fool out of myself today :( but never mind, because i still love you my silly laopehpeh (:

Shiai you pangsai! FATIMAH LU! i wanna go your house and play more sims, i swear i'll make Flop look horrible! :D you're sitting so far away from me, but that doesnt stop me for going to your table and rearranging the stuffs to change your fengshui! you need a good fengshui master, and that's me! I LOVE SHIAI!

Cheryl eh i'm not a pervert, i know you'll rape Shinichi if you see him lah, and i'll give him to you because i'll takeTAKAGI (: haha stop talking nonsense lah you mosey. I LOVE YOU :D

Yushi i like sitting next to you! don't look so gloomy in class, you'll worry Prabs! I LOVE MY SHIMAH EVERSOMUCH!

Valerie hahaha i know you'll be heartbroken if i don't mention you here, SO THERE! i love waving at Valerie Tan Yuanling, because i love Valerie Tan Yuanling! -waves!

Celeste million dollar!!! HOW!!! anyway, i miss talking to you! <3

Vivieni'm not irritated... i'm not irritated.. I'M NOT IRRITATED LAH. hahaha :D

Vanessa you must hurry go colour your winnie the pooh alright? then let's have a colouring contest! TAOYAN!



tottemo daisuki, DORAEMON!

WHEREVER CONAN/SHINICHI GOES, SOMEONE WOULD DIE :D

this post is dedicated to Miss Han Yushi! be touched, because i'm blogging only for your sake!

Shimah and i are going insane over Detective Conan animes.



total hotness.

and here's our favourite loser keiji,




TAKAGI :D

ohhhhhhhh and more!



BABY SHINICHI!!!!!!!



(:

ok that's enough pictures
i had prata two hours ago
now im off for dinner D:

mita me wa kodomo
tsunou wa otona
sono na wa MEITANTEI CONAN!

John 9: 1-3

Now as Jesus passed by. He saw a man who was blind from birth.

And His disciples asked Him, saying, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?"

Jesus answered, "Neither this man nor his parents sinned, but that the works of God should be revealed in him."

SERVICE WAS AWESOME. 3 deaf could hear perfectly well, 2 wheelchairbound could walk for the first time, in the name of Jesus Christ. i tell you God is good :)

glorious redeemer
You have paid for my life
You have gone before me
now i walk by Your side
i lift my hands to You Lord
You are worthy of my praise

Jesus reigns,
Jesus reigns,
JESUS YOU REIGN

www.shhhh.com <- TO VAL, JERM, ESTBRA AND VANLEE, this is for you guys to stop laughing like lunatics in the library!

i'm blogging everyday, there is geog test this friday, i have no life, and that's bad.

my water bottle makes living a more fascinating than a day, even Ms Prab's amused by how Powderful it's England can get.

"wow Elaine, u make me learn new things everyday."

righhhhttttt :D

Weiling: OMG ELAINE WHAT DID YOU DO TO YOUR HAIR?!
Elaine: I burnt it.

thanks ah, thanks.

-

i am really thankful for a friend like Evonne Koh Ruiyu.

was freaking out and crying during band today. talked to Evonne and we prayed together. i guess it helped a lot :) thanks dear, i love you.

and i don't care what the world throws at me now, i'm gonna be alright. cause i know my God saved the day, and i know His word never fails, and i know my God made a way for me.

GENEVIEVE WONG DID NOT COME SCHOOL TODAY! me and Stacey missed her so much, there isn't anyone to talk to me about the Drake and Josh show (although i can barely understand what Gen's talking most of the time :D) our math papers were returned today, my results was like >:(-ingly shit. cried and cried and cried some more, until Shiai and i started laughing like insanes.. CTC was terribly annoyed by us but aiyer.

but besides that, the day has been pretty eventful :)

1. MADE MY IC, the woman kept complaining about my fringe during photo taking
2. CUT MY HAIR! and it's like so damn frigging short ahhhh but.. who gives a damn anyway D:
3. GOT MY PENCIL BOX -looks at Yushi.
4. got my sketchbook!
5. engraved my name on my player (:

Wanyi accompanied me all the way to the train today. we talked a lot, twas good. cheer up, I LOVE MY NUUREN! <3 and you will always be my number one :)

i have a list of ambitions drawn up, -looks at Shimah!
1. Professional Chinese Debater
2. Fisherman
3. Garang guni

and when all else fails, i'm joining the police force.

i'm going to the library to DO HOMEWORK later I AM EXCITED. really.
DORAEMON CARTOON!!! and casper, and garfield, and tom and jerry, and donald duck. i'm in for a treat this afternoon (: thank you, thank you Chan.

and Xinru, i will learn to play the birthday song on the tuba one day laaaaaaaalala, you lousy mean person :D

EXCUSE ME > Florence Toh Meijun and Lu Shiai. please stop trying to sign my guestbook with weird names like LAO PEH PEH or LIM PEH (although i must admit they suit you all so much) and whatever there isn't such places as orchard road alley 189 and geylang dragon alley #2. Han Yushi and Valerie Tan, you people knew about it. I FEEL BETRAYED, hurr D:

free period was so hilarious, Rachel Chan is my rubbish bin. we just talked a whole load of rubbish today. do you ever felt like that sometimes, everything you say just makes no sense? because i do :D had much laughter with Yushi and Jermaine too

i am suddenly reminded of a conversation weeks and weeks back.

Shiai: Elaine, i swear i will never laugh at you again.
Flop: Elaine, i swear i will laugh at you forever.
Cheryl: Elaine, i swear i will slap Florence when she laughs at you.
Shiai: -laughs.

so now Fatimah Lu Shiai is my slave, this is the consequence of breaking her promise 111002838274 times.

SooMAH, ShiMAH, FatiMAH. welcome to our world :D

house meeting today was, unexpectingly FUN, with Vanessa Lee and Cheryl. we were like so enthusiastic, screaming the cheers so loudly, i bet we brought much spirit to the house! but red house isn't going to be that happening on sports day, because i have band duties and Cheryl has sports leader duties, such a pity. played kiddy hand games with Cheryl, that person is such a baby and baika, and i love laughing (at her). i decided that i like house practs, and i think i am looking foward to the next one, hahaha.

i need to do math, and file my chinese work. i'm going to get hell from Chenjiayu tomorrow, for handing up my zuowens ONE day late. thanks ah.

-

Jesus, take the wheel
take it from my hands
cause i can't do this on my own
i'm letting go
so give me one more chance
to save me from this road i'm on

somehow this song sort of applied to my run. thank you Celeste, Valerie, Yushi, Shiai. thank you God.

though i dont really like the sound of it, it makes me old. but many people had made this year's birthday so beautiful, and i really thank God for that. received loads of Doraemon stuff. from stuff toys to piggy banks to comics to stickers. received wishes and messages from many, old friends and even those whom i hardly talk to. recess with Val and Shiai, Florence joined in a while after. im so glad that woman's alright :) lunch with my favourite squadtionmates, and then ET sang me a birthday song during sectionals. im the happiest person alive now.

ohhhh Wanyi wants me to blog about her, i flirted with my nuuren no. 1 a lot during lunch today. hahahhaa i love my nuuren so so much! to Jerm and Chan -> dont worry la, i love u all a lot too :D

Lim Zhen! i can't wait for thursday! <3

PARTAYEEEEEEE at Shiai's hostel today, and it was really AWESOME :) we ate so much, or rather, I ATE SO MUCH! and just look at the cake Shiai and Moomoo made :D



the pocky sticks were used as the alternative of candles as it is less hazardous, with courtesy of Lu Shiai. however, don't you just agree so much that they look like joss stick? you know.. those in the temple.. for the.. dead?

HOWEVER, i love it so much :D although it's very simple, IT'S DAMN SWEET! :D



me and Shiai, with the almost finished cake :D

ate chips, bread, and Shiai cooked maggi mee for me. watched hamtaro with Yushi before she left for training, HAMTARO IS SO CUTE. haha but Doraemon will still be my no. 1. Shee left, followed by Yushi. so it was me and Shiai. we talked, and talked, and talked. and when we have finally decided to get down to our homework, it was quite late alr. Val came, with her dog (ahhhh DOGS) and i sort of, freaked out :/ haha but Cookie is cute la.

OHHH, AND SHIAI BLEW DORAEMON BALLOONS FOR ME.



i love Shiai so much! and of course everyone who came :D i'm such a happy person this weekend, my brother gave me Presence DVD from Christian City Church, and im still hugging really tight to my Doraemon. i'm touched to tears :') i love birthdays so much, thank you for all who made it special :D

-

JENNA'S MOM HAS DISCHARGED FROM THE HOSPITAL, praise the Lord :) ohh, and she has sent me One Way and Free from Hillsong KIDS, and it is DAMN cute :D lalala.

would you believe me if i said
that we are the ones who can make the change in the world today
would you believe me if i said
that all of your dreams in your heart can come true today
would you believe me if i said
that life could be all that you want it to be today

and if i had wings i would fly
cause all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
Jesus, because of You
I'M FREE

would you believe me if i said
that God can make miracles happen today
would you believe me if i said
that you dont need to wait for the answers before you step out in faith
would you believe me if i said
that nothing is ever impossible for God

and if i had wings i would fly
cause all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
Jesus, because of You
I'M FREE

just live your life with God inside
you won't regret one moment of it
and give all that you can for God, for God

a few years back, i gave my life to Jesus Christ. i thought i was saved, but i did not had any faith, i did not have any trust in Him. i did not believe that He will always help me in time of need, and the assurance i had was close to zero. somehow it didn't work out. i drifted further and further away from God, my life got so screwed and messed up.

18th of march 2006, i am thankful for this day. service was as usual, the songs were lovely, the sermon was good. however, there was altar call as it was friendship connection week, and Wayne was going "Elaine, do you wanna rededicate your life to Jesus Christ?" and somehow, i just stepped foward, and i started crying non-stop. it was beautiful, we prayed and sang, and i cried and cried some more. i felt like i am finally living a life, the feeling that i had lost through the years, i got it back, and i have returned to God once again.

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
you're my friend forever

e110 sang a birthday song for me, and gave me a book on God. and then they prayed some more for me. i thank God for my brother who brought me to church, and this wonderful cellgroup i am in now :)

-

Sunday wasn't a good day though, i dont know why but all of a sudden there was so much tension in the house. but when i went home in the night, everything just fell back to place without notice, like a miracle.

i love my friends, they make me smile :) dinner with Lim Zhen, Serene and Charis last evening. me and Serene almost died on the Al Fungae, the garlic was DISGUSTING! bought chocolates, and took photos in the toilet :D



<3

i did FOUR ams and ONE em last night, praise the Lord :D i think my brain's died though. attempted am 14 this morning, it was a killer. partying at Shiai's house later, chill and hangout (according to Shiai), and do homework. cool.

over the mountains and the sea
your river runs with love for me
and i will open up my heart
and let the Healer set me free

i'm happy to be in the truth
and i will daily lift my hands
for i will always sing of
when Your love came down

although everybody knows how a tubist n a basketballer makes a perfect couple,



i am very sad to say that i have just dumped Jay Chou for someone hotter.



LIKE TOTALLY <3

thank u, thank u ET :D for the baby, n the awesome cake. i love u all.

-

sometimes, well sometimes i do have some dignity. enough. i'm leaving it all here, u'll pick up the pieces.

the holidays had been so far so good :)

lunch with my brother in town yesterday!

there was math remedial this morning, i cant believe i actually survived more than 3 hours of math tdy. our brains were overbombarded with logarithms, me n Yushi almost died. n so i have decided to sing some nursery songs, to lighten up our spirits! we got insane n all, CTC was totally freaked out by us, i guess :D then there was cca, pumping session was horrendous! Guni n Guni's friend are my new pumping partners! anyhow,

the more we pump together, together, together. the more we pump together, the merrier we'll be. for ur pumps are my pumps n my pumps are ur pumps. the more we pump together, the merrier we'll be.

n then the 601 class gathering. a few of us just sat down, talked n ate... n pratically did nth. oh well.

im gg to town with Tan Weiling n Chua Yanbing tmrw, i cant wait :) n then there is this dinner with my family in the night. my mom was all going the "to celebrate our anniversary cum Elaine's birthday cum Timothy's A levels result" thing. all hail that woman. section lunch on thursday, cellgroup on friday, church on saturday, truthians dinner on sunday, celebrating my bday with the classmates on monday, i'm excited :) but i rlly dno how i am gg to start work n finish them before sch reopens

..

i'm a little teapot, short n spout
here is my handle n here is my pout
when i get all steamed up, hear me shout
just tip me over n pour me out

the word "glam" has never been in my dictionary w/o the "un".



she has survived the Gladiator, have u?

this is classic, Prabs was even charmed by me :D

alright there were these pre-fiesta promotions on friday, me n Chun went round the whole level (almost) to promote our game, n none of the people understood us. it was well, awkward :/ but anyhow, had rlly much fun taking photos n laughing :D setted up the stalls after school. me n Erica had established this Cheapo Club, with us as the founders, Stacey as the president, Den.ong n Gen as the members :)

Stacey says: "time is money, so we shldnt buy clocks."

i was damn amused with that statement, The Statement Of The Year :D got into endless fits of laughter with Ah Soh Erica too. we almost died carrying the mats from the PE room to St 13, n we got so depressed over wasted water. n this two dollar note which we did not pick up when we saw it lying on the floor. but it was rlly fun with my favourite auntie :D

n then, the day we have all awaited has finally came! FIESTA WAS A BLAST! it was rlly tiring, but rlly fun n well, tiring. went around promoting gladiator (with my charming bandages) n it was quite a failure. there were all sorts of people who turned up for the game, adults, teachers (Gladiator Choo haha), small boys, teen guys, bengs, gangsters, n primary girls. but there was NO sn secondary students who came! ): execpt for Peiling's seniors. ohwell. dunking was qte happening, Mrs Cheong stripped to bikinis. aha hilarious :D

took some time off n walked around with Yushi. bought loads of food! there were otahs, cheese sausages, n of course our favourite tutti frutti punch by this p1 stall. ate at the specs stand, i spilled the tuttie fruitti punch n ran back to get some more. haha Yushi is such a baby lah. but we were rlly happy when we finished our food! totally accomplished :D n then we walked around some more until Yushi had to go for her duty. Madeline came! :) talked to her. n i saw Evelynchenshangteng, n many people whom ive missed :)

went back to tend the stall, when all the bengs n gangsters came. there were these two guys who were so violent, they almost killed Celeste n Yijia. Shiai was so pissed off, she went to use the other sticks n hit them back. it was very hilarious n infuriating at the same time. n i got so tired my leg started hurting like mad.

further eating sessions with Han Yushi Mah :D we wanted to go to the haunted house but it was closed alr, oh wells. n so many food were sold out, bought meatballs n they were rlly good. got lime juice too becuse there was no more tutti fruitti punch :( so we ate n ate again at the specs stand, n we were very happy again :)

at this point of time my leg was hurting very badly, n i was walking like a duck. (according to Yushi) we had to finish our coupons, so we went to play stupid games! wanted to play the fishing game, but to my HUGE DISMAY, there were no more fishes left >:( so i played this shooting game, n i shot 9 candles out of 12! ALL HAIL ME >:D won two hello kitties, n gave Yushi one of them. played some rlly stupid "feed the loser superman" game, n won nothing but coffee bags =_= erps okay. so i left with 5 more bucks n i bought another hello kitty for Yushi n a bath scrub for myself from Cheryl Choo. hahahaha i feel so accomplished, n this was the best part of the day!



this is Shimah, SHE MADE MY FIESTA <3

it was a day filled with laughter, fears, hopes n tears.

ok that sounded rlly corny, but that was rlly what happened too.

the stress n the heat, the feeling has always been the same for us before every single match. the other three got rlly demoralised tdy n the days before, we almost died on ourselves. i was trying to lift their spirits but i broke down during assembly period too. things became better when i received my ppr, i think me n Shiai went insane. we went TOTALLY HIGH on our L1R5, weren't we? received hugs n well wishes, i didnt feel qte prepared for the real thing though.

n then the moment came. n i got so nervous i could not even speak properly, n i prayed. n i walked into the room, n i felt good, n i kept smiling, n everything was fine. i would even dare say tht i performed the best in this, as i did not stumble much upon my words. uttered some nonsense during zi you bian lun (as usual), everything seemed alright. although the atmosphere was heated, it wasnt as aggresive as the previous two. we all ended the debate with a smile n a handshake. everything was good.

n then i started flustering during cca. poor Evonne, i whined, screamed, talked rubbish..

Anges broke the news, "we lost".

i walked out of the band room, i cried. n i cried. n i cried some more. 8740814 nothings were running through my head. angst, hurt, pain, despair, uncertainty, wasted, injust, UNFAIRNESS...

i was totally broken. i would say tht we did well. n we were this close to the finals. this close to the chocolates. this close to the stage. this close to a match in front of the whole sch.

THIS close.

so i was being this selfish, irritating, self-piteous person.

i cant help it.

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i took so long to write this.

but anyway, im feeling way btr now. listened to Where Is The Love (randomness), n i thought a lot. i rlly learnt so much throughout this whole debate journey, n never in my life had i ever thought i would debate, in CHINESE. being 3rd doesnt sound so bad after all :)

n i rlly wanna thank these people, sounds so cliche but aiyer.

-Chuwen, di si bian, the spark of the team, that made us come so far, n for nv failing to tickle me during discussions.
-Jenny, di san bian, for being such a great friend, supporting all of us n all.
-Yijia, di er bian, for helping me throughout the whole thing, n although u are always on the verge of giving up, u never did.
-Weiling, for being so selfless, n although ur class lost to ours, u did not mind at all n helped us with the research too. n of course for all your sweet msgs.
-Yushi, for being the first person to hear me rant n cry over the phone. ur hugs made me felt like a teddy bear.
-Val, for talking to me. all u said rlly made sense, it's all abt the process n not the results of it.
-Shiai Flop n Celeste, for ur undying love n support for me.
-all who have gave their well wishes, all who have comforted me aft the results.

n thank u God for helping me make it through this whole thing, n giving me wonderful friends like these :)

n plsplspls everybody, pls do not go to school tmr n say smth like "eh Elaine, we lost? REALLY? u sure? got double check?" or "are u ok? are u sad?". i appreciate, but it will do nth but to trigger my tear ducts. enough. i'll move on.

n lastly, all the best to 3 charity for the finals. Simin, Kah Yee, Wendy n Sinyee, u guys were rlly gd :) wo3 hui4 ting2 ni3 men2 dao4 di3!

Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all

it's a world of laughter
a world of tears
it's a world of hopes
and a world of fears
there's so much that we share
that it's time we're aware
it's a small world after all

there is just one moon
and one golden sun
and a smile means
friendship to everyone
though the mountains divide
and the oceans are wide
it's a small world after all

it's a small world after all
it's a small world after all
it's a small world after all
it's a small, small world

Yiling n i love this song dont we :)

i spent the whole entire evening with Celeste yest. we were dancing under the moonlinght, dancing the night away :D we walked arnd the track, n danced some more. n then we talked for rlly long in the canteen, n trust me it was rlly good talking to her. I LOVE CELESTE KOH YUANXIN!

everything just crashes n u dno how to start over again.

with all i'm holding inside
with all my hopes and desires
and all the dreams that i've dreamt

with all i'm hoping to be
and all that the world will bring
and all that fails to compare

You say You want all of me
i wouldn't have it any other way

i've got a saviour and He's living in me, whoa
i wanna know, i wanna know You today
and You're the best thing that has happened to me
and the world will never take
the world will never take You away

no-one could ever take You away

You will always be there, won't You.

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5.32 AM
me n Peiwen are ranting away about taiwan now. the stupid ou ran song, how shy i was in the sec ones' group (hahaha), the teapot who never shuts his mouth, how we practiced the family dance n went crazy (n i was trying so hard to hide my stained bedsheets), the shopping, the gossiping, n how we crapped abt everything n nothing. i miss those days so much, ahhh >:'(

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8.01 PM
boring day, i'm updating again! n i'm talking to people who i love a lot. Jenna Wong n Tan Weiling! they make me :D :D :D all the time. there's so much to worry abt, but i rlly dont wna give a damn abt anyth now. tdy's rlly a meaningless sunday, i'm like procrastinating n doing almost nth, whatever. thank god for friends who keep me sane :D for the time being.

my brother got his A levels results tdy, bald n smiling. my dad's happy, my mom's happy, i'm happy. this house is gg to be peaceful for qte a while.

today, i gave Miss Teo Wanton a lesson on rythmic studies, just to teach her how to laugh properly. but Wanton is such a stupid person, she still laughs at that airy, spastic way. NUU REN! stop dui-ing away my lian la, u :D math n social studies was fantabulous with Han Yoyo Shimah. we talked about our lives, although she had coviniently forgotten everything.

Lim Soo The Tubist + Jay Chou The Basketballer = PERFECT :D

i miss Evonne Koh Ruiyu a lot. w/o her chickeness, w/o her high-pitched voice, w/o her whining, n w/o her to crap to, life in band is as boring as a chinese text book.

now that reminded me of the debate tmr.

i fell down n died during band today.

how to die from a minor injury
1. wash ur wound under boiling water (with courtesy of Ng Weiying)
2. then wash it under warm water (with courtesy of Celeste Koh)
3. stand up n receive ur treatment, while the person who's helping u is sitting down (with courtesy of Ng Weiying)
4. use a super small plaster to cover ur big wound (with courtesy of the WOs)
5. listen to people saying things like "owwww", "oooh", "erghhhh", "eee so pain" (with courtesy of Ms Sia)
5. forced to play the humongous tuba after all this (with courtesy of.. erm. the band)

falling down during band practs = suicidal
ahaha okay la but thanks to everyone for their help, really :)

im munching on cheese n bread.

this morning had been a pretty uneventful morning. did am9 (clapclapclap) n then i just did pratically nothing for the rest of the hour. okay i attempted doing the physics pratically but graph paper was no where to be found. attempted doing the older math hw but my diary was MIA >:(

so, there.

some recap! Ronin came to school on friday, n Huimin asked me to blog about her. HELLO HUIMIN!!!! okay. went to town with Florence n Yushi on saturday. took neos, ate, n just walked abt aimlessly. as usual, they were laughing at me throughout the whole thing. but it's only during the weekends when i feel that i actually have a life. sunday was boring. had a great time with Shiai aft sch yesterday! went to have prata near her house, n then ice monster at bugis :) went to the National Library aft that.

oh n TYM broke to me n Yijia the news, WE GOT INTO THE NEXT ROUND OF DEBATE!! :) aha okay now i'm stressed up again.

okay i need a break from geography. if earthquake's not tested, i think i'll just kill myself

anyhow, i survived wednesday. n well i thought yesterday would be a blast, but it wasn't. i hate breakdowns, but thank u everybody who cared :)

Florence says that she dreamt of me, well dreamt of everybody laughing at me. my stomach feels weird now, it was pingpongpiang yesterday n goolugoolu on wednesday. now it's like, just weird. i sure have a lot of equipments in my stomach aye ;D

debate was well, quite good. the after effects were horrible though. i only realise i was talking rubbish throughout the whole thing well, after the whole thing. TYM was like saying "ni shi di yi bian, suo yi mei shen me ji hui fa hui". i felt like replying "thank goodness i got no chance to fa hui". i hope we win. as i said to many ppl it's my debut in my debate career n i don't want it to end so soon >:( but.. aye.

Shimah's supposed to be awake tog with me, like 3 hours ago, that lazy pig. n she's ever so impatient to see me update my blog :D

oh i'm not gna talk to Teo Wanton for 17 hours since 9pm last night. there's still 8 more hours, so there :D

N HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERRY MY DEAREST HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! thanks for the malt candy today, i love it :D

things will turn out for the better, i hope :D

don’t want to stand here and shout Your praise
and walk away and forget Your name
i’ll stand for you if it’s all i do
cause there is none that compare to You

cause all i want in this lifetime is You
and all i want in this whole world is You

tell the world that Jesus lives
tell the world that, tell the world that
tell the world that he died for them
tell the world that he lives again

i woke up at 3 plus this morning, made myself do some math (sadly, not homework) n ate a mars bar to keep myself awake. n then i did the chinese debate, mygod everybody is going to be so proud of me. n i cant complete art, argh. tdy's gna be a bad day, let's see how i'm going to make it through.

EVERYTIME
Music by Simple Plan
Lyrics by Elaine Lim Soo

It was 3am'
When you (the alarm clock) woke me up
And i jumped in (front of) the com
And started doing some research
Just for the debate

I search for two hours
Sadly to no avail
And now i'm thinking about how i wish im an angmoh
Just to get away, away from chinese

Everytime i see those words
Everytime i'm bored to tears
It's like it all falls out of place
Nothing feels alright
Ever since i'm a sec three
Left my life in misery
All i want is one more day
Is all i need, a day free from chinese

here's gentle reminder to all
please bring ur Fiesta tickets on thursday
ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
support me in 3P at 230 - 330 for the CHINESE DEBATE!!!

Lim Soo, Watch Her Debate.

ok. so here's what i learn during Geog tdy. the teacher was so super fast, she did not even gave us a decent amt of time to copy the notes from her ppt.

The Four Quickest Way To Copy Notes

1) wait for Celeste to copy finish, n then photocopy from her. n treat her to a very small bar of chocolate.
2) record the notes verbally (speak into the voice recorder of ur phone, mp3, or whatever.)
3) get a camera n take pictures of all the slides on the screen
4) hack the teacher's computer

with courtesy of Genevieve, Stacey n urs truly :D


Wanton asks me to blog about her.
hello Wanton.

i like today :)

me, Florence, Val, Shimah n Shiai kept laughing n laughing non stop during assembly tdy. Florence kept gg: "Elaine ure not amusing why are we laughing at u?" erp hahaha. n my jokes are funny lah, HANYUSHIMAH!!! got back our chinese test. i passed like :D :D :D :D :D Florence kept complaining that i caused her to lose her 2 marks to A2, n she told pratically the whole world about it. recess was fun too. Florence kept laughing at the Moaning Shiai :D

went to Shiai's house aft sch. me, Shiai n Huimin had tons n tons of laughter.

Huimin: "my desired car is a Ferrari. so that Billy Martin can drive me in it.
Elaine: "my desired car is a double decker bus. so that i can drive all my parents, uncles, aunties, ahmas, ahgong, siblings, cousins, friends n teachers in it.
Shiai: "my desired car is a bicycle. so that i can drive no one else but myself."

me n Huimin pratically stoned for half a minute.

had maggi mee (Auntie lei ju e min ho sek ah!) n took crazy videos. Huimin kept threatening to rip off Billy Martin from Shiai's Good Charlottes poster. the two of them kept making me laugh :D went to town with Shiai, got everything i needed. had cheese balls n sausages, Shiai had venezia. n we kept talking non stop until we got so tired. it was rlly great hanging out with my favourite batman.

oh AND,

look at my gbk n u will get the joke :D im a good joker, someone has just laughed at my joke. right, Yushi?

due to great demand by the undying enthusiasm of my fan (Yushi), i'm here forced to blog.

yesterday was rlly fun! in continuation with the prev post, ACJCfunorama was cool. i made Charlyne Lai Li Annie take her bus all the way to my house, n then we took the same bus back to AC. saw Syarah, whom i missed so much :) Charlyne wanted to go to the haunted house but i didn't want to (no i'm not a scaredy cat i just thought it was expensive, like 10 bucks?) haha. ok fine i was scared. spend fifteen bucks on mashed potato, chocolate fondue, potato balls, ribena, pasta n coke float. haha it was great.

met up with my brother aft that. walked around tiong n then we headed for church. had a rlly good laugh n cry during service.

Proverbs 11:30
The fruit of the righteous is tree of life.
And he who wins souls is wise.

THE TEN COMMANDMENTS TO MAKE FRIENDS

1. COMMUNICATE. communication is the key of life. listen more than u speak because the Godgiven ratio -> 2 ears n a mouth.

2. be INTERESTED in people in their world. show interest in them the way God shows love in us.3. make people feel IMPORTANT, bcause God thinks i'm important.

4. SMILE when u meet people. ur frown will attract no one but Satan.

5. ENCOURAGE people. believe in them. put faith in them.

6. be LONGSUFFERING. be patient. the quickest way to end a torture is patience. n don't assume the worse, assume the best! GOD IS POSITIVE :D

7. RESPECT people. n respect their father. respect their wives. policeman gets beat up in most domestic fights (haha)

8. ESTEEM others as better than urself.

9. use people's NAMES more than normal. people love recognition. the sweetest word people love to hear is none than their own name.

10. be COMPLIMENTARY of people. use extravagent words. praise the woman by praising their children. praise the man by praising their work.

the sermon was rlly good. Pastor talked about making relationship n maintaining relationship, btwn friends, father n son, man n woman. n he was being very hilarious,

when a woman says "it's ok with me", it means "it's not ok"
when a woman says "anything", she means "what i want should be obvious to u"
when a woman says "go ahead n do whatever u want", it means "u'll pay for it ltr"
when a woman says "honey, ure manly tdy", it means that u are having a strong BO.
when a woman says "do u love me?", it means she bought something expensive.

n the men say "AMEN" :D

dinner with my brother's cell. me n my brother shared banmian, hokkien mee, popiah n oyster omelette. haha what pigs. i like eating in a table filled with guys, i can rlly eat a lot then. although it can be qte frustrating as they talk abt almost nth but ARMY, but Pastor said that we must show interest in people's of their own world :)

my brother's on the way back to tekkong now. i sort of forgotten that he was alive the previous time. but yeah i'll miss that beautiful botak semi-boy.


.... HANYUSHIMAH ARE U HAPPY NOW? :D

apparently many SN people are gg for the ACJCfunfair n i can gladly haolian that AC is near my house! like, walking distance? okay maybe not. but anw, what's so nice about showing off that some JC is near ur house? the point is, it rlly feels gd seeing so many people from ur school gg somewhere closer to ur home. it's rlly feels gd to see a little change in roles. i mean, try living in Buona Vista n studying in Ang Mo Kio.

I LOVE PINGPONGCHOU! n i don't like Ryo. take that, Shimah :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIHAN N MOOMOO! <3

alright! the main purpose of coming here is to write about Han Yushi aka SHIMAH. as how the word MAH came about, well. u just have to go figure out yourself.

Shimah shimah shimah.

Shimah is horrid. Shimah is irritating. Shimah irritates ME (Soomah). Shimah acts cool n refuses to laugh at Soomah's funny jokes. Shimah thinks her drawing rocks but actually it is such a failure compared to Soomah's drawing. Shimah think that the woodstock Soomah draw looks like a monster when it looks like.. Woodstock. Shimah likes japguys who look like clones (the golden hair n the big eyes) n her taste is really bad unlike Soomah. Soomah has good taste. Shimah is a sadist (she admits it herself). Shimah abuses Soomah laogong's poster n insults him. Shimah is horrible to our poor math teacher (aka CTC) while Soomah here is such an angel who listen in class attentively. Shimah acts smart during math lesson when the fact that she's bad at math. Soomah is good in math. Shimah is such a monster she gobbles up the whole packet of ruffles that belongs to Gen. Shimah's so mean, unlike Soomah's who's ever so sweet.

eh i realise the whole thing kinda rhyme, right Shimah? but math lessons with Shimah was really fun :D SHIMAH! IT'S UR TURN TO BLOG ABOUT ME!

oh n the free periods in the library with Jerm n Wanny were great too!

diary-x is down, i might not return to Publicsecrets anymore. well, i said Might.

i have not been rlly recovering from my sickness, i feel so lethargic during lessons i can hardly concentrate. i feel screwed n well, even more screwed. i owe AMgodknowswhat n a chem assignment. there is ting xie n SS test tmr.

on a lighter note:

Valentine's has been a cheesy n bright one. i have started a new trend of wearing colourful hairclips, everybody knew i was cool :D n my cheese cake totally rocked right?

Elaine -> A Potential Baker
check out my bakery in year 2055!

i'm thankful, the old wounds are healing. n i thank God for all my sweet friends :)

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