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Monday, March 20, 2006

a few years back, i gave my life to Jesus Christ. i thought i was saved, but i did not had any faith, i did not have any trust in Him. i did not believe that He will always help me in time of need, and the assurance i had was close to zero. somehow it didn't work out. i drifted further and further away from God, my life got so screwed and messed up.

18th of march 2006, i am thankful for this day. service was as usual, the songs were lovely, the sermon was good. however, there was altar call as it was friendship connection week, and Wayne was going "Elaine, do you wanna rededicate your life to Jesus Christ?" and somehow, i just stepped foward, and i started crying non-stop. it was beautiful, we prayed and sang, and i cried and cried some more. i felt like i am finally living a life, the feeling that i had lost through the years, i got it back, and i have returned to God once again.

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus
you're my friend forever

e110 sang a birthday song for me, and gave me a book on God. and then they prayed some more for me. i thank God for my brother who brought me to church, and this wonderful cellgroup i am in now :)

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Sunday wasn't a good day though, i dont know why but all of a sudden there was so much tension in the house. but when i went home in the night, everything just fell back to place without notice, like a miracle.

i love my friends, they make me smile :) dinner with Lim Zhen, Serene and Charis last evening. me and Serene almost died on the Al Fungae, the garlic was DISGUSTING! bought chocolates, and took photos in the toilet :D

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i did FOUR ams and ONE em last night, praise the Lord :D i think my brain's died though. attempted am 14 this morning, it was a killer. partying at Shiai's house later, chill and hangout (according to Shiai), and do homework. cool.

over the mountains and the sea
your river runs with love for me
and i will open up my heart
and let the Healer set me free

i'm happy to be in the truth
and i will daily lift my hands
for i will always sing of
when Your love came down

Y11:19 AM